
AtLeastThere'sSalad
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- Dec 10, 2020
- 19
Yo I took a few handfuls of tylenol and I hpore its eough. Is it bad that I'm excited to know hwat hapens affter you die? I'm listenign to some good music to make the waitning esasier. What's supposed ot ahppen? my headd hurts really bad and my mouth is dry and I am feeling PUMPED man. Wrote a poem of sorts, wrote the sad stuff in my journal, now I'm reasy. Iv etried this a few times (this is my 5th atttempt, let's hope it goes well and actually ends my life because hostpials scuk ass, especially since im 18 now so ill have to go to th adult unit if I survuve. I don't care at his point, im so glad I don't have to deal wtih myself anymore. my hed hurts really bad. How long does this usually take? too long? might take more. oh it burns. fun times. ugh. um idont know what else to say im tired. I feel rally bad for leaving my familt and friends behind, but hey, im selfish, right? that swhat they tell me