I finally finished my suicide note

[LivideLamb]

I started writing my suicide note a few months ago. In late September, I had the major lines wrote down on paper, on a pdf, on a note app. Everywhere on my phone and computer, so that I would be able to access it quickly if I thought of something new

Yesterday, at night, I finally finished it

I'm extremely happy. I'm relieved in some way. It's poetic, maybe a little dramatic, but, it's my way of writing. I genuinely love my note. I love it, but, I know that everyone around me will hate it. Hate it like they never hated before

Though I'm asking myself just one question. I kinda want my family to read it at my funeral. Because it explains, vaguely, what happened, and, why I took this decision. That love can't fix this type of things

I already wrote it down on my computer, but I really want a paper version. I wanna write it, sign it, maybe spray perfume that could remind them of me, and then, put it in a sealed envelope, and, out it somewhere hidden for everyone but me

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

I'm glad you managed to get everything written down and are happy with the result.
It's no easy task writing a farewell note, so we'll done.

 

[LivideLamb]

I'm glad you managed to get everything written down and are happy with the result.
It's no easy task writing a farewell note, so we'll done.

Thank you <3 that's really kind

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved to have finished your note, I wish you the best of luck with your plans.

 

[L0nely]

Getting all your feelings and thoughts out on paper gives a lot of relief. I'm glad it brought you it as well and that you are happy with it!

 

[LivideLamb]

I understand why you'd feel relieved to have finished your note, I wish you the best of luck with your plans.

Thank you, I wish for a quick relief from this rotten life

Getting all your feelings and thoughts out on paper gives a lot of relief. I'm glad it brought you it as well and that you are happy with it!

Thank you as well. I am indeed very happy about it

 

[dizzdesi]

Good job! I'm glad you're content w it. I doubt it's "dramatic", you're about to do something of an immeasurable amount of gravity.. ctb . You sound like a very good writer so I can imagine how eloquent it is!

 

[LivideLamb]

Good job! I'm glad you're content w it. I doubt it's "dramatic", you're about to do something of an immeasurable amount of gravity.. ctb . You sound like a very good writer so I can imagine how eloquent it is!

Thank you \<3 I feel like it could be interpreted as dramatic. Though, I don't really think that I made it super dramatic. Though, dramatic or not, I'm sure it will cause a lot of pain either way

 

[dizzdesi]

Thank you \<3 I feel like it could be interpreted as dramatic. Though, I don't really think that I made it super dramatic. Though, dramatic or not, I'm sure it will cause a lot of pain either way

Yes unfortunately there's no avoiding that