Venting I feel so useless

[CPT_Snake]

Here's my boring story.

I'm 18 years old with chronic depression and autism, I couldn't enter university this year because I had a problem with my high school diploma.

I feel extremely useless, I've never had a job in my life, I'm not good at anything, i struggle with the most basic tasks like cleaning my house, I can't even cook or wash clothes, I'm really clumsy and distracted. I can't talk with other people normally.

I've tried to KMS 2 times by now, I'm not sure about what I want to study because I have no talents and I'm not interested in anything, I just lay in my bed all day felling depressed and wishing that a car kills me when I step out of my house on day.

Anyone else is going through a similar thing?

 

[justwannaleave]

Yes sir, and I'm 25 btw...

 

[Imcantbreathe]

I'm 27 an that sounds about how my day goes

 

[timetodie24]

Here's my boring story.

I'm 18 years old with chronic depression and autism, I couldn't enter university this year because I had a problem with my high school diploma.

I feel extremely useless, I've never had a job in my life, I'm not good at anything, i struggle with the most basic tasks like cleaning my house, I can't even cook or wash clothes, I'm really clumsy and distracted. I can't talk with other people normally.

I've tried to KMS 2 times by now, I'm not sure about what I want to study because I have no talents and I'm not interested in anything, I just lay in my bed all day felling depressed and wishing that a car kills me when I step out of my house on day.

Anyone else is going through a similar thing?

I can relate to some of what you're going through although different story . I'm 24 but also autism and depression. I've never had a job either. I did go to uni yet doing nothing with my degree and rotting at home .

Have you got any support at all ? Idk how it works where you are but where I live you could ask local council (government) for a social care assessment to see if entitled to support at home (like help with cooking, laundry etc.) Or any charities for autism support in your area ? I know it can be hard to find ones for adults though

I know it's so hard when you get stuck in a cycle of no interest in things so you do less which makes you more depressed so you have no interest in things and on it goes. It's so hard to break out of
I relate to that hopelessness and sending you a hug

I know you were just venting so ignore my suggestions if unwanted and/or useless .