I want to die. I'm not making this up, I just don't want to be here anymore. My life is over already and it was kind of over when I was born. I'm in phisical pain almost all the time and I'm just 23, I can't imagine how much worse it's going to get. Everything hurts me phisicaly and emotionally. I don't know if there is afterlife, maybe if there is, it is something very scary. But I just can't stay here anymore, I just can't.
I feel so alone. Nobody really gets me. It's like I'm all alone in this world. Why does reality have to be so awful. This is hell, it's a monsterous world, why would I ever want to live here, especially as someone defensless.
If people had real empathy, we would have euthanasia. The fact that suicide is viewed in such light as it is, is only because people distance themselves from others emotion, or maybe simply don't have the capacity to see that others can have radically different experience then them. I'm not saying it becuase I'm angry but because I just feel so distant from everyone.
I believe that letting people that don't want to be here die is hopefully something that will be amongst universal human rights.
I can't say anyone how I feel. Even when I tell someone I'm suicidal, It's just akward. They are like "nooo, don't kill yourself", but it's like they can't see the sadness and that's what makes me so lonely, nobody sees it.
I feel so alone. Nobody really gets me. It's like I'm all alone in this world. Why does reality have to be so awful. This is hell, it's a monsterous world, why would I ever want to live here, especially as someone defensless.
If people had real empathy, we would have euthanasia. The fact that suicide is viewed in such light as it is, is only because people distance themselves from others emotion, or maybe simply don't have the capacity to see that others can have radically different experience then them. I'm not saying it becuase I'm angry but because I just feel so distant from everyone.
I believe that letting people that don't want to be here die is hopefully something that will be amongst universal human rights.
I can't say anyone how I feel. Even when I tell someone I'm suicidal, It's just akward. They are like "nooo, don't kill yourself", but it's like they can't see the sadness and that's what makes me so lonely, nobody sees it.
