Venting I feel sick

[CloudyNightSky]

I don't even have the energy to explain my situation, but it sucks. I feel sick like I'm about to puke my fucking soul out. I want to leave. Leave this messed up place. I don't want to experience tomorrow or even any second longer. My only comfort is the Sn in my arms like a plushie. When I feel it so close to my heart

 

[albstr1403]

same sis. I feel very ill. My SN came in the mail and I get a kick out of just watching the powder move in the baggy like those glitter liquid squishies I used to play with as a kid lmao

 

[Cinnamorolls]

That dread feeling in the gut is second only to the squeezing feeling in the heart. Depression is so hard on the whole body. We are all here to listen if you feel like speaking more about it later.

 

[feelinggloomy]

I'm sorry … depression is soul crushing

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really dreadful and horrible what you go through, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[CloudyNightSky]

same sis. I feel very ill. My SN came in the mail and I get a kick out of just watching the powder move in the baggy like those glitter liquid squishies I used to play with as a kid lmao

Exactly it's just so reliving to have like an emergency exit. And thanks (I know my reply is a bit late but yeah-) still it's so nice to be on here. I really love y'all