Can you find another job?
Can you rework your life so a lower paying job is sufficient?
Have you seen anyone about your depression? At the moment you have the time...
Is there anything to aid the dysfunction?
You will meet someone, some day, that will take you for who you are.
If the weather is nice, go for a walk so you can clear your head. Tomorrow is a good day to work on one of your concerns. Just one...maybe the job...