Venting I feel like throwing up

[Pancake]

It's starting to sink in that I really messed up. Again. I couldn't recover from my first mistake and it only got worse from there. Why is it so hard to pick yourself back up on your feet? I feel like I can barely stand. I don't wanna get up, I don't wanna do anything. I need to get up and work but my anxiety piles on top of my grief and I just can't move. I know what I need to do, but I can't do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful what you have to endure, it's true that there is too much suffering in existing, to me it's horrible how there is no limit as to how much we can suffer in this cruel world. But anyway I wish you the best.