l_iawiet
mrjapanlover69
- Jan 7, 2024
- 8
I'm legitimately the only person I hate. Everything that happens to me, or whatever I suffer with is all my fault but I dont have the motivation to get up and try be positive and so I sit here being a wuss and bitching about it. Doesn't help when everyone in your life always eventually gives up on you and doesn't know what to do with you, or they ridicule you . I think im my biggest problem in my life, I attempted 4 times, I might try again but try a different method. I feel like complete shit and I hate myself, I self harm in every way possible, not just cutting. I tjink im just weak