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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
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I think the monotony of each day is starting to really get to me. There are times throughout the day where I feel an almost instinctual urge to vomit, usually related to something happening during the day. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't even know how to feel anymore. This is just a mindless rant but I need to say how I feel somewhere.
 
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starlover

starlover

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Apr 28, 2023
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Yeah. Days blur together for me too at this point, they're so dull.

I try to watch movies. Escape for a little bit.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I understand you. It's the same for me. Just one miserable empty day after another.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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To me existence certainly is something so unnecessarily and futile, we are only just waiting to die, trapped with our own thoughts in a cycle of endless days. I could never understand people who desire existence, I see it as being a cruel punishment having the ability to exist here but anyway I wish you the best, existing truly is torture.
 
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illmissmydogthatsit

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May 12, 2023
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Yup. My whole reality feels as though its been confined to a small, dark closet I share with two hideous demons, my two main reasons for ctb. I'm aware that my reality is distorted, and yet I can't do anything about it because that is the beauty of treatment-resistant depression. Time is protracted, and every day is the same, like groundhog day (if you're familiar with the film). I am basically in a waiting period- either things get better, or I ctb. It's like purgatory of the most hellish kind. I'm so sorry for what you're going through.
 
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