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Petting a cat might change my mind
- Oct 27, 2023
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I'm biologically a woman, I'm not trans nor intersex, but I've always felt as though there was something wrong with my identity as one.
I've never allowed myself to be girly because I feel like I'm not worthy of it. I feel as if I'm not worthy of womanhood and I don't know why.
I don't know if it has to do with me being attracted to women. Maybe it also has to do with the fact that I'm repulsed by men somehow??
Sometimes I blame it on me not being attractive in any way (to neither gender), but then I remember that I've never once doubted of another woman's worthiness because of their looks or biology or whatever (not even if they're trans, which confuses me even more).
It just feels like every woman I've met, no matter how old or how young, they always carry this air of pride. They're always so graceful with the way they look of the way the move, and it's something that I've never been able to do myself.
I'm ugly and brutish and rotten and somehow that has to do with me and my womanhood and I don't know what to do.
I've told my friends this and not a single one has ever told me they have had a similar experience, cis trans gay lesbian, no one has ever been able to agree with me and my feelings and I genuinely wonder just what the hell is wrong with me
I've never allowed myself to be girly because I feel like I'm not worthy of it. I feel as if I'm not worthy of womanhood and I don't know why.
I don't know if it has to do with me being attracted to women. Maybe it also has to do with the fact that I'm repulsed by men somehow??
Sometimes I blame it on me not being attractive in any way (to neither gender), but then I remember that I've never once doubted of another woman's worthiness because of their looks or biology or whatever (not even if they're trans, which confuses me even more).
It just feels like every woman I've met, no matter how old or how young, they always carry this air of pride. They're always so graceful with the way they look of the way the move, and it's something that I've never been able to do myself.
I'm ugly and brutish and rotten and somehow that has to do with me and my womanhood and I don't know what to do.
I've told my friends this and not a single one has ever told me they have had a similar experience, cis trans gay lesbian, no one has ever been able to agree with me and my feelings and I genuinely wonder just what the hell is wrong with me