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Strawberry_Clouds
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- Jun 17, 2023
- 45
I feel awful right now. I told my mom I would do something to help myself in college but I've been so depressed that I've barley been able to get anything done and the deadline already passed. This cost about 600 usd and it's all for nothing. I feel so awful for lying to her the entire time that I was ok and that I was doing well because I wanted to live up to her expectations of me and my expectations of myself. I feel like this is a signifier that I don't deserve to live, and that I'm not meant to live. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sence, I'm really stressed out right now.