rotten_hrtz
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- Nov 25, 2025
- 1
I never thought I'd come back to this forum, but I returned because everything got worse...
My depression has worsened and in the last few days I realized that I was groomed online during my adolescence, I discovered it because apparently my mind blocked those memories and I only recently remembered them, The last time I was groomed was when I was 16 but I never asked for help because in my country this situation is very normalized and they even blame the victims so I didn't ask for help and I never told my mother because I was afraid of her reaction.
I feel guilty and dirty just remembering it. I feel like I should have done something or maybe reported it but I just stayed silent. One day I mustered up the courage and blocked him, but I never asked for help, This whole situation makes me want to die.
My depression has worsened and in the last few days I realized that I was groomed online during my adolescence, I discovered it because apparently my mind blocked those memories and I only recently remembered them, The last time I was groomed was when I was 16 but I never asked for help because in my country this situation is very normalized and they even blame the victims so I didn't ask for help and I never told my mother because I was afraid of her reaction.
I feel guilty and dirty just remembering it. I feel like I should have done something or maybe reported it but I just stayed silent. One day I mustered up the courage and blocked him, but I never asked for help, This whole situation makes me want to die.
