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Dcfan2016

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Mar 28, 2020
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Hi there, I'm New here. And I cannot see the doctor here due to what's happening in the world.
For a few months. I've struggled with..a certain thing that had effected me from my college work, from anything I do and from letting my emotions leave my body.
Since early last year. I've developed some fits of Laughter that I had when I was crying.
However now it's gotten worse. Since we had online classes at home, my parents were sleeping and I was in the middle of writing something about psychology. I then began to proceed to laugh. For a minute or so. And I couldn't stop the laughter.
I spoke to my friend who works with me at our local crisis line (yes. We both work there. But you won't know which one). And she told me I'm showing symptoms of the Pseudobulbar affect which causes uncontrollable fits of Laughter or crying. Yesterday I cried a lot, over nothing. I couldn't control it either.

As well as this happening. My thoughts have also gotten worse. I'm an adult now and I have to be more brave since my parents are also getting sicker. All I want to do is just..not be here anymore..I hate it..
The fact that I feel like I'm somewhat crazy..because I don't like how my mental health is getting..
 
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