I feel CBT is the only option

[adiosyamevoy]

Hi I am new in this forum. I feel CBT is the only option for me. My finances will go down the drain in some months. I will probably loss my Bussiness. I am fat and have been depressed since I was a child. I can't handle life anymore. I wake up every morning wishing I was death or wishing I life in Switzerland to apply for assisted suicide.
I want to CBT as soon as possible, but want to plan it well to avoid failure. Please help.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to be free from this existence as well, I'm always hoping to never wake again, I wish I could just have the option to peacefully cease existing as well. But anyway I hope that you find what you search for, best wishes.

 

[LunarLight]

CBT vs CTB - A very important PSA

What is CTB? CTB, or "Catch The Bus", is a metaphor for suicide. What is CBT? Cock and ball torture (CBT) is a sexual activity involving the application of pain or constriction to the male genitals. This may involve directly painful activities, such as genital piercing, wax play, genital...

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Joking aside, I'm truly sorry. What kind of help do you need?

 

[adiosyamevoy]

I need recommendations of reliable CTB methods. I thought OD with clonazepam, but read is not reliable. I am trying to hang up myself with a belt in the door, but haven't been able to stay. I consider jumping from a high bridge, but scared to fail dying. Choking is another method I had consider and will like more information about the night-night method. Appreciate any help I can get.

 

[BlackEyedDog]

i'm sorry things have gotten so bad for you. you should know that no one can suggest or recommend methods here. there is a section of sticky threads at the top of this forum that has a compilation of resources. if you keep posting the search will be enabled for you to use. i wish you well.

 

[LunarLight]

I need recommendations of reliable CTB methods. I thought OD with clonazepam, but read is not reliable. I am trying to hang up myself with a belt in the door, but haven't been able to stay. I consider jumping from a high bridge, but scared to fail dying. Choking is another method I had consider and will like more information about the night-night method. Appreciate any help I can get.

Well, you can begin with the sticky thread Suicide Resource Compilation. Best of luck.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

For most of us here, it is. The good life lottery has really bad odds. Only 1 in 80 million people are given a life worth living. The rest of can either suffer through the rest of this sadistic game or forfeit and go home early.

 

[divinemistress36]

For most of here, it is. The good life lottery has really bad odds. Only 1 in 80 million people are given a life worth living. The rest of can either suffer through the rest of this sadistic game or forfeit and go home early.

A lot of people hold on to false hope

 

[painfullypointless]

CBT vs CTB - A very important PSA

What is CTB? CTB, or "Catch The Bus", is a metaphor for suicide. What is CBT? Cock and ball torture (CBT) is a sexual activity involving the application of pain or constriction to the male genitals. This may involve directly painful activities, such as genital piercing, wax play, genital...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Joking aside, I'm truly sorry. What kind of help do you need?

I sort of wish that the post linked actually referred to Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT).

 

[athiestjoe]

Welcome to the site. I am so sorry to hear about all your pain and suffering, it is truly an unjust and unfair world. Folks here are very understanding and feel free to vent whatever is going on. You will find people are very good listeners and can relate with the struggles that may be going on.

I need recommendations of reliable CTB methods. I thought OD with clonazepam, but read is not reliable.

We cannot suggest methods but yes you are correct ODs are not a good idea as they are very unreliable and should not be attempted.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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I am trying to hang up myself with a belt in the door, but haven't been able to stay.

These posts may be helpful [1][2][3][4] to help with your research regarding hanging.

Also, for some other methods, you might start here and go from there. As you mentioned, there is no reason to rush nor act on impulse which will increase failure and mistakes. Research and take your time to decide if it is right for you.

Suicide Resource Compilation

All the links to threads, videos, audio, downloads, and information found here are being made available only for educational purposes, and have been shared by users; we cannot assure the accuracy of the data. This means the way you use this data is fully your responsibility, that you need to...

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With whatever you decide, I hope you find everything you are looking for and get peace & serenity.

 

[drained]

Hi I am new in this forum. I feel CBT is the only option for me. My finances will go down the drain in some months. I will probably loss my Bussiness. I am fat and have been depressed since I was a child. I can't handle life anymore. I wake up every morning wishing I was death or wishing I life in Switzerland to apply for assisted suicide.
I want to CBT as soon as possible, but want to plan it well to avoid failure. Please help.

With what you choose will come a multitude of consequences without any regard for the option. CBT is also my only option, as I feel like I have once returned to a low point. What comes will go. As We are no different, things shall pass. I'm currently gaining the will to pick up my taurus and CBT.