I feel bad for the choices I've made. Me getting my Masters Degree isn't enough

[Water-Lily]

Despite being in the middle of an argument between my dad and father and proudly proclaimed I'd "stay on campus" I still choose ot be at home

I'm in bed eating a sandwich while I must finish a paper

I feel bad that I choose to not do the right thing. Everyone tells me that living on campus away from the dysfunction is better for me. And while I know that deep down, I am choosing not to

I am choosing to move out of campus and stay at home. I'm not ready for the plunge of independence

I don' know if its trauma bond, fear, etc. I'm just not ready