I...ended up not going...

[asian.neet]

I'll try tomorrow..
I chickened out at the last second. I dont want to end up in the hospital and sent to a psych ward

 

[dotdotdotdot]

Whatever you do I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[Sid19]

What was your method if you don't mind me telling?

Also hey! You are not alone mate. I'm also scared shit ass and nervous about a lot of things, as my day is coming soon as well. I don't know what to do to keep it together. There's a lot of stuff that is coming to my mind and I'm not even getting enough sleep for this reason. It probably will help me lot by talking to you people i think.

 

[Leavesfromthevine]

Taking time is better than rushing it. No matter what happens most people here will understand and support you. Just try your best and hopefully even if you fail you won't end up worse off.

Best of luck

 

[asian.neet]

What was your method if you don't mind me telling?

Also hey! You are not alone mate. I'm also scared shit ass and nervous about a lot of things, as my day is coming soon as well. I don't know what to do to keep it together. There's a lot of stuff that is coming to my mind and I'm not even getting enough sleep for this reason. It probably will help me lot by talking to you people i think.

Alcohol + sleeping pills + blood pressure meds. Ik it isnt the best and high failure rate but that's all I can do when i can't get the exit bag or I can't find my carotid for the noose

 

[mortuarymary]

Dont rush it friend.
here for you xxx

 

[Linda]

I'll try tomorrow..
I chickened out at the last second. I dont want to end up in the hospital and sent to a psych ward

Perhaps you should slow down. Why did you chicken out at the last moment? It might be a good idea to try to understand that before you try again.

 

[Dliena]

No pressure take all the time you need OP. And peace forever be with you.

 

[asian.neet]

If you did full suspension rather than partial then finding the carotid artery or being able to compress it sufficiently wouldn't be an issue. SI will always try to ruin your plans though whatever your method.

Full suspension is more effective but very highly risky. I'm not at a place where I can do that unfortunately.

 

[AshClouds]

Hey dude,

I'm sad for you that you're going so much. I know, I'm hurting so much too.
Take care of yourself, I wish you the best

 

[mortuarymary]

It wasn't the right time.

 

[femmedelaville]

you'll know when the time is just right

 

[asian.neet]

I'm still here unfortunately. The copes brainwashed me. I kinda wish I died.

 

[Doemu]

Take your time, and don't force yourself. If has to happen, will happen.

The most important is that you found freedom, and stay in peace with your choice.

I hope the best for you.