
FoxSauce
Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
- Aug 23, 2024
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Let start by saying my mom isnt a bad person. I'm mostly seeking an opinion beacuse I dunno if is abuse, or normal parent things.
Let me start by saying that this is something I kept private beacuse I thought I had some fault (I think so beacuse i wast that of a good kid to my mom)
Anyways my childhood was hard financially, I mean not poor but my mom is single parent my dad wasn't there much. Anyways my mom is a strict gal still to this day. I still think she is a good person
Sometimes she could get violent, for example she would berate us for getting a bad grade B or C she would berate us or yell. If we wrote something wrong or draw in the back of our notebooks she would hit us with said notebook.
She would lock us out outside when she cleaned.
I suffered from intense nightmares for years and she would beat me for it or telling me to go back to bed. Sometimes if she asked us to do something and didn't do it exactly like she asked she would yell in front of everyone or hit us and yell for half an hour.
Or sometimes I would wet the bed as a kid she would beat me severely for it.
Sometimes she would be mad at us and threaten us to kick us out or call cps.
Sometimes she would say very hurtful things to us : that we dont have common sense or she told me that she can't wait to move out and be alone.
Or sometimes she would give us the silent treatment or take her anger out of us or we would help with house work or anything and tells us that we're lazy.
Despite all that I try to give her the benefit of the doubt , maybe she had a bad day or something happened at work but I dunno what excuse I have for her.
In school she would send me to school even I was sick, one time in 4th grade I had pink eye and she forced me to go to school even tho I couldnt see.
She tell me that I can talk to much or annoying or weird which hurts or tells me I'm drmatic when im rightfully upset.
I try not to remember that sometimes is hard to remember some events.
My psychologist says that shes emotionally abusive but I dunno idk if abusers give you an iPad for college food and a roof over your head.
So I'm kinda stuck im being dramatic or theres something I'm missing. Maybe I'm being a brat about it.
But I cant take it fighting all the time she makes feel worthless. Ik theres no such thing as a perfect parent and yes it was just us and her and thatvwas difficult as hell nad i think shes an awesome woman.
Please be hoest I've told my doctors ik they can't give me their thoughts cuz but I figured I rather seek outside help.
Let me start by saying that this is something I kept private beacuse I thought I had some fault (I think so beacuse i wast that of a good kid to my mom)
Anyways my childhood was hard financially, I mean not poor but my mom is single parent my dad wasn't there much. Anyways my mom is a strict gal still to this day. I still think she is a good person
Sometimes she could get violent, for example she would berate us for getting a bad grade B or C she would berate us or yell. If we wrote something wrong or draw in the back of our notebooks she would hit us with said notebook.
She would lock us out outside when she cleaned.
I suffered from intense nightmares for years and she would beat me for it or telling me to go back to bed. Sometimes if she asked us to do something and didn't do it exactly like she asked she would yell in front of everyone or hit us and yell for half an hour.
Or sometimes I would wet the bed as a kid she would beat me severely for it.
Sometimes she would be mad at us and threaten us to kick us out or call cps.
Sometimes she would say very hurtful things to us : that we dont have common sense or she told me that she can't wait to move out and be alone.
Or sometimes she would give us the silent treatment or take her anger out of us or we would help with house work or anything and tells us that we're lazy.
Despite all that I try to give her the benefit of the doubt , maybe she had a bad day or something happened at work but I dunno what excuse I have for her.
In school she would send me to school even I was sick, one time in 4th grade I had pink eye and she forced me to go to school even tho I couldnt see.
She tell me that I can talk to much or annoying or weird which hurts or tells me I'm drmatic when im rightfully upset.
I try not to remember that sometimes is hard to remember some events.
My psychologist says that shes emotionally abusive but I dunno idk if abusers give you an iPad for college food and a roof over your head.
So I'm kinda stuck im being dramatic or theres something I'm missing. Maybe I'm being a brat about it.
But I cant take it fighting all the time she makes feel worthless. Ik theres no such thing as a perfect parent and yes it was just us and her and thatvwas difficult as hell nad i think shes an awesome woman.
Please be hoest I've told my doctors ik they can't give me their thoughts cuz but I figured I rather seek outside help.