T
Tyme
New Member
- Sep 10, 2021
- 1
So some background info. Last april I prepared a noose in my room and rather stupidly I told my therapist about it. Yeaaaa... I think you can imagine how that went. I spent 3 weeks in a mental facility(thankfully it was not that bad), but the real problem was losing my only way out.
If we return to today, so I have a way to CTB that I hid in my room. I, once again, told my therapist(different one) tonight that I was feeling especially suicidal. He wanted me to give up my "means" but I refused so they put me in another room and blocked up my room. And now they expect me to give up my means after I see my psychiatrist on friday. The only problem is that I have no intention of giving up my only path to freedom. I've been struggling with chronic depression and suicidal thoughts for more than a year now and I'm sure that I will do it, I just don't know when. Any thoughts or advice on my predicament?
(sorry if this was hard to read. not a native speaker.)
If we return to today, so I have a way to CTB that I hid in my room. I, once again, told my therapist(different one) tonight that I was feeling especially suicidal. He wanted me to give up my "means" but I refused so they put me in another room and blocked up my room. And now they expect me to give up my means after I see my psychiatrist on friday. The only problem is that I have no intention of giving up my only path to freedom. I've been struggling with chronic depression and suicidal thoughts for more than a year now and I'm sure that I will do it, I just don't know when. Any thoughts or advice on my predicament?
(sorry if this was hard to read. not a native speaker.)