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Specialist
- Jun 19, 2023
- 312
Ok, I know, you'll probably tell me not to do it on an impulse, to plan it properly. And I know you are right.
But tomorrow I'm probably gonna be hospitalised. Hospital = traumas. A lot of traumas. I am so scared of being hospitalized and also scared of dying, i wanted it to be more planned, but I feel I really really really have to go tonight.
So I fasted for at least 9 hours as I don't feed myself during the day. I may have had one orange juice beginning of afternoon ( I don't even remember properly).
I have all the meds I need. But I just drank a beer and a half (75cl). I REALLY know it is not ideal but can I still try ? I have antiemetics etc.
Please help me. I already KNOW I should not to that, I just need to know if one beer could really ruin it all, even with the antiemetics...
Unfortunately, alcohol is the only thing that give me the strength and the energy to CTB...
I could also drive to that bridge I know but I feel I'd rather fall asleep.
Please, I'm desesperate.
But tomorrow I'm probably gonna be hospitalised. Hospital = traumas. A lot of traumas. I am so scared of being hospitalized and also scared of dying, i wanted it to be more planned, but I feel I really really really have to go tonight.
So I fasted for at least 9 hours as I don't feed myself during the day. I may have had one orange juice beginning of afternoon ( I don't even remember properly).
I have all the meds I need. But I just drank a beer and a half (75cl). I REALLY know it is not ideal but can I still try ? I have antiemetics etc.
Please help me. I already KNOW I should not to that, I just need to know if one beer could really ruin it all, even with the antiemetics...
Unfortunately, alcohol is the only thing that give me the strength and the energy to CTB...
I could also drive to that bridge I know but I feel I'd rather fall asleep.
Please, I'm desesperate.