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Venting I dread the new year

kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

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Jan 24, 2023
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I feel utter dread at the thought of a new year beginning. it doesn't really matter. it's just a continuation of pain.

I don't want to go through one more day. it's so much effort for no reason. I can't enjoy a single thing. maybe food. maybe sex. but they're still not worth this unbearable pain. and i can't have them all the time. so my whole life is just desperately trying to avoid pain and desperately seeking pleasure. it's disgusting.
 
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