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wielkiwrobel

wielkiwrobel

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Jul 1, 2021
32
34 years old, lose job last year.
Four times in psychiatric hospital. They told me i have passive aggressive personality disorder. Gave me SSRI and bye
I chosed method ctb and bought all things needed to.
I dont want to live but i dont want to ctb "today and tommorow"(strong surive instinct) I just live like hikkikomori , living alone, eating and reading this forum. No friends, no family.
sorry for bad english
 
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brutalus

brutalus

Student
Jun 14, 2021
159
hello friend. have you tried alcohol and drugs?
 
brutalus

brutalus

Student
Jun 14, 2021
159
ok, sorry. i dont have any other solutions :(
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Living really can be painful. It can be hard to be trapped in a hopeless situation, I'm sorry to hear you are suffering so much. It can be hard to take our lives because of the SI and that is what holds me back. I wish you well.
 
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