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immrw
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- Jan 22, 2023
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I've attempted in the past and failed. I'm just so fatigued from life. I have 5 chronic health issues and I can't support myself financially.
I wish I could just be euthanized
I wish I could just be euthanized
Off-topic, but @nihilistic_dragon did you happen to take part in the CTB/CBT poll, yet?I think I understand what you mean. I personally just wish I could disappear entirely, every part of me, every molecule, every cell, "soul", whatever else there is of me, as if I never existed. I have zero interest in continuing to exist, yet the whole process of cbt-ing seems so freaking daunting, the closer I get to the date the more daunting it seems.
I'm not sure, where is that poll?Off-topic, but @nihilistic_dragon did you happen to take part in the CTB/CBT poll, yet?
On topic, I often end up in this exact situation very often. I have a handful of health issues, and a whole ass magical bottomless bag of mental/emotional issues that I battle with that make me wish that since I can't be normal, I didn't exist or at least didn't feel it...
I'm sorry you feel this way and are going through so much @immrw
I'm not sure, where is that poll?
I guess everyone has their own reasons - many or a few - for not wanting to live. No one can fully understand those reasons except for the person. That is why I think it's so incredibly cruel that the society stigmatizes cbt and leaves us no easy way out. It's gaslighting really if you think about it. But I guess at least we have each other here on this forum.
Lmao I was typing that after a very long day and very little sleep.![]()
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What is CTB? CTB, or "Catch The Bus", is a metaphor for suicide. What is CBT? Cock and ball torture (CBT) is a sexual activity involving the application of pain or constriction to the male genitals. This may involve directly painful activities, such as genital piercing, wax play, genital...sanctioned-suicide.net
It's right here :)
I dream all time to be euthanazied.I've attempted in the past and failed. I'm just so fatigued from life. I have 5 chronic health issues and I can't support myself financially.
I wish I could just be euthanized