immrw
Member
- Jan 22, 2023
- 82
I've attempted in the past and failed. I'm just so fatigued from life. I have 5 chronic health issues and I can't support myself financially.
I wish I could just be euthanized
I wish I could just be euthanized
Dingusguy
I just want to sleep...
- Oct 20, 2023
- 133
I am sorry to hear about you health issues and monetary situation. I get the feeling of just being exhausted from life, and euthanasia should be a more practiced thing. If people don't want to live then why force them? We are all brought into the world without consent (for obvious reasons of course) But in my mind that means we should have the right to say when we want to leave again.
Anyway, I hope you find a way out. No one deserves to suffer or feel forced to live.
Anyway, I hope you find a way out. No one deserves to suffer or feel forced to live.
nihilistic_dragon
Experienced
- Aug 6, 2024
- 229
I think I understand what you mean. I personally just wish I could disappear entirely, every part of me, every molecule, every cell, "soul", whatever else there is of me, as if I never existed. I have zero interest in continuing to exist, yet the whole process of cbt-ing seems so freaking daunting, the closer I get to the date the more daunting it seems.
Serial Experi Pain
I hate me more :P
- Sep 12, 2023
- 125
Off-topic, but @nihilistic_dragon did you happen to take part in the CTB/CBT poll, yet?
On topic, I often end up in this exact situation very often. I have a handful of health issues, and a whole ass magical bottomless bag of mental/emotional issues that I battle with that make me wish that since I can't be normal, I didn't exist or at least didn't feel it...
I'm sorry you feel this way and are going through so much @immrw
nihilistic_dragon
Experienced
- Aug 6, 2024
- 229
I'm not sure, where is that poll?
I guess everyone has their own reasons - many or a few - for not wanting to live. No one can fully understand those reasons except for the person. That is why I think it's so incredibly cruel that the society stigmatizes cbt and leaves us no easy way out. It's gaslighting really if you think about it. But I guess at least we have each other here on this forum.
Serial Experi Pain
I hate me more :P
- Sep 12, 2023
- 125
CBT vs CTB - A very important PSA
What is CTB? CTB, or "Catch The Bus", is a metaphor for suicide. What is CBT? Cock and ball torture (CBT) is a sexual activity involving the application of pain or constriction to the male genitals. This may involve directly painful activities, such as genital piercing, wax play, genital...
sanctioned-suicide.net
It's right here :)
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 36,351
I understand why you'd feel so tired, it sounds like you've suffered a lot. Personally I also just wish to be euthanised, I wish I had that option, it'd be such a relief for me. But anyway best wishes.
nihilistic_dragon
Experienced
- Aug 6, 2024
- 229
Lmao I was typing that after a very long day and very little sleep.CBT vs CTB - A very important PSA
What is CTB? CTB, or "Catch The Bus", is a metaphor for suicide. What is CBT? Cock and ball torture (CBT) is a sexual activity involving the application of pain or constriction to the male genitals. This may involve directly painful activities, such as genital piercing, wax play, genital...
It's right here :)
Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 1,012
Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 1,012
the same I'm between two and it's very tiring. I do absolutely nothing with my life and I spend my days eating, sleeping and on the internet. I am totally out of touch with day and night and the current world. if someone asks me my plans I lie even though on January 1, 2023 and January 1, 2024 I swore to myself that it would be my last year...
