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toxicjester
The world’s worst jester
- Dec 11, 2023
- 13
Yesterday my girlfriend and I had a horrible fight. I'm so emotional and I hate it. Even when I was young my mom told me to stop crying and to get over things. Last night my gf said something similar and it made everything feel nonexistent.
I need to know how to stop feeling my emotions so intensely. Or to feel numb. I took ssri's before and it did it a little bit years ago but the last time I took it it didn't do much and I haven't had an appointment with my psychiatrist in a while(not that I mind cause she seemed kinda bitchy and seemed to judge me for smoking weed).
I need to know what y'all take to deal with that kinda thing. I dont know what else to do. I really thought about ctb last night but have no way of doing it, and there's still so much shit I need to get out of the way if I even want to consider doing it in a way that hurts the least amount of people
I need to know how to stop feeling my emotions so intensely. Or to feel numb. I took ssri's before and it did it a little bit years ago but the last time I took it it didn't do much and I haven't had an appointment with my psychiatrist in a while(not that I mind cause she seemed kinda bitchy and seemed to judge me for smoking weed).
I need to know what y'all take to deal with that kinda thing. I dont know what else to do. I really thought about ctb last night but have no way of doing it, and there's still so much shit I need to get out of the way if I even want to consider doing it in a way that hurts the least amount of people