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prototypian
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- May 6, 2024
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Every day has a tomorrow and every night I fear it. Tomorrow repeats every day and the subtle horrors just roll forward. The concept of a horror movie is so much less real than the fear of a normal day. No one faces jump scares. What we face is a continuous belittlement and chipping away of our humanity piece by piece as we realize our only value is consuming and debt. I have nothing to hope for, nothing to dream of, no success.
I read a book called the subtle art of not giving a fuck and it tried to strive for a philosophy that if you accept you are not important and accept you have no value and will never be of any value then you have found peace. I only felt depressed and deeply melancholy. If that is it then why continue to care about anything. I'd rather die.
I read a book called the subtle art of not giving a fuck and it tried to strive for a philosophy that if you accept you are not important and accept you have no value and will never be of any value then you have found peace. I only felt depressed and deeply melancholy. If that is it then why continue to care about anything. I'd rather die.