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cujoh
autistic hikkineet
- Feb 7, 2023
- 27
For as long as I can remember I've been a pathological liar. I also harass strangers online in order to frighten them and make them feel unsafe and have anonymously harassed people I know irl in order to take out my anger. I don't know quite why i'm like this which causes me ti infer that my evilness must be somewhat genetic. I was quite literally born to have to die. I can't hold a relationship and avoid friendships as i fear I'll mess them up through ending up being cruel to them somehow or being annoying and clingy and I constantly think of myself. I don't want to die, I need to. I need to be executed for the harm i cause to others.
That's why I'm ending things. I've been like this for years and don't think I'll ever have therapy access as i'd be too ashamed to seek help. I don't think I'd prefer to commit suicide but for the greater good I really should.
That's why I'm ending things. I've been like this for years and don't think I'll ever have therapy access as i'd be too ashamed to seek help. I don't think I'd prefer to commit suicide but for the greater good I really should.