Venting i don't want to die alone

[sorararara]

i hate that i'm going to die alone. i've never had a lover, i can't handle any sort of relationship and i honestly don't even deserve my friends. i know finding a ctb partner is an option but i don't want to get to know someone for a couple months just to die with them.

this isn't going to stop me from ctbing, it's just something i'm upset about. i'm still excited to die, i just hate this lonely feeling.

 

[YourLocalSadGirly]

me too i just wish i could have experienced love at least once before I die. every time i tried it crashed and burned horribly. i honestly feel like a failure for still being alone at my age when everyone i know has had multiple relationships already. anyways gl to you and i hope you can find peace.x

 

[KillingPain267]

 

[feelinggloomy]

That's a big regret for me … I don't know if regret is the right word … my son and I were as close as two people could be … yet he passed alone … kills me to think of how that must have felt and how scared he must have been. Kills me to think of it.

 

[sorararara]

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