I dont want be anywhere

[tamagatcha]

You know the feeling of being miserable and just wanting to go home, thats how ive felt my whole life exept with no home to go to, i just dont want to be anywhere or simply dont want to be. Idk how to deal with this, ive been dysfunctional my whole life and it just keeps getting harder

 

[Irisse]

I'm sorry you feel this way, though I can relate. It's like "home" is this abstract idea of safety, warmth an comfort, but no place on Earth feels like it. I also think that "I want to go home!" whenever I'm in a crisis. If you don't mind me asking, in what way are you dysfunctional?

 

[monetpompo]

i want to run away from home and find people who will love me, like i'm a stray cat instead of a college drop out. even though i've lived at home all my life, it's never been home to me because i've never felt wanted here. i wish i could find home in other people, but they never stay with me. everyone has to go. i can't find home in myself because i can't be alone with my thoughts. i wish that i could feel like i belong somewhere.

 

[Penguin96]

I also have problems with identity, being alone, and feeling left out. I've found comfort now in my psychiatric home. Now I can explore life since I have safety with the staff. I'm starting to figure out who I am now. Somehow.

 

[los3r]

1st post i saw of a guy with real problems.
i dont know what to say, just stick to your friends long as you can (try to be usefull for them too)