I dont wanna be a part of this anymore

[Surai]

while we suffer and rot there are those who live in a paradise on earth, and even then they find themselves in a hell somehow. surrounded by the same plants we eat off of. and we eat off each other. like animals pretending so hard not to be animals. And what runs our lives shows the animal. and our bodies love it so much we mask it as ok. So many chase after the big cog in the wheel. filthy creatures we know it scraping the years because we were born into this, so we take advantage of this filth. this why suicide is the greatest thing to me so I can leave this filthy "miracle". We know it and there are so many and it makes sense, all of it makes sense and thats the problem. We only truly care about ourselves at the end of the day. the reality of nature upsets me and Id rather not be apart of this. its like finding out your in some sort of cult, thats convinced u they are not a cult and that those who disagree are the bad guys. sure there are the short lived but in the end I dont want to be apart anymore.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Come on! Stuff like this doesn't give you hope and make you want to keep suffering on? Lighten up, the future looks promising


(Note: The groom's father is the richest billionaire in India)