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iamsofkntired

iamsofkntired

Neither death can do us apart
Sep 28, 2023
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I have 25 days until my date and I can't wait I just want to get over with it but I have to stick to my plan , anyone know anything on how to help wait, or distractions. tiktok doesn't work , studying makes wanna ctb even sooner I have nothing to do with my life
 
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Oct 15, 2023
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I tried playing a whole bunch of games to take my mind off ctb Most of them didn't do anything for me plus I'm pretty limited in what I can play due to nerve damage in my hands. However playing a little bit on the new Final Fantasy eleven Private Horizon Server Made getting to the next day a little bit easier And I have a soft spot for that game.

Could be just a matter of trying to find the right activity. I'm sorry I can't be of more help. I wish I could provide you with an activity that would give you some degree of comfort But it's so specific to each individual person.
 
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Sorry you need to CTB. 🤗😥🤗😥🤗 For anyone here.
For me, I listen to music or watch TV or movies. Also being here helps, but I want to go soon.
I don't want to live through another winter. Unfortunately I've not been able to go through with it.
 
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FuneralCry

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I certainly understand that it's dreadful feeling trapped in this existence when you just wish to be gone but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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iamsofkntired

Neither death can do us apart
Sep 28, 2023
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I tried playing a whole bunch of games to take my mind off ctb Most of them didn't do anything for me plus I'm pretty limited in what I can play due to nerve damage in my hands. However playing a little bit on the new Final Fantasy eleven Private Horizon Server Made getting to the next day a little bit easier And I have a soft spot for that game.

Could be just a matter of trying to find the right activity. I'm sorry I can't be of more help. I wish I could provide you with an activity that would give you some degree of comfort But it's so specific to each individual person.
Thank you I will try this game , I've been doing alot of games also that has no purpose like minecraft and cooking games so yeah I will try this one , you did help thank you !!
Sorry you need to CTB. 🤗😥🤗😥🤗 For anyone here.
For me, I listen to music or watch TV or movies. Also being here helps, but I want to go soon.
I don't want to live through another winter. Unfortunately I've not been able to go through with it.
We both have to wait ! Yes I've been watching shows and music is my life lmao but I will try to watch longer TV shows
I certainly understand that it's dreadful feeling trapped in this existence when you just wish to be gone but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
Thank you everyday is sooner to the date and it's keeping me sane for now
 

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