I dont really care how my family will feel after i do it

[LastDayOnEarth]

I dont have a method yet. But im for sure gonna do it

At this point I dont care what my family will feel afterwards, not out of malice but since I will be dead anyway, there's no point in stressing over that, at least thats how I see it now.

 

[Crematoryy]

I dont have a method yet. But im for sure gonna do it

At this point I dont care what my family will feel afterwards, not out of malice but since I will be dead anyway, there's no point in stressing over that, at least thats how I see it now.

You shouldn't care. If they weren't there during your suffering, they shouldn't be there in your posthumous memories either.

The world is profoundly unequal. Expand your temporal circle and see that everything was determined at your birth. You are the result of what you cannot choose.

 

[jimmyinnout]

They deserve whatever negativity they feel from it honestly Sure there are rare cases where people are born "off" and their parents really couldnt do anything about their kid being suicidal but most cases these people should have gotten their tubes tied and their balls snipped

 

[Exhausted546]

They deserve whatever negativity they feel from it honestly Sure there are rare cases where people are born "off" and their parents really couldnt do anything about their kid being suicidal but most cases these people should have gotten their tubes tied and their balls snipped

A part of me feels like this. Despite them claiming otherwise and rewriting history, their sheer and cruel toxicity in a period of extreme vulnerability a decade ago had severe long lasting consequences on me. Their solution was to double down when they weren't simply being dismissive.

It's unfortunate I ever ended up in this state to begin with

 

[jimmyinnout]

A part of me feels like this. Despite them claiming otherwise and rewriting history, their sheer and cruel toxicity in a period of extreme vulnerability a decade ago had severe long lasting consequences on me. Their solution was to double down when they weren't simply being dismissive.

It's unfortunate I ever ended up in this state to begin with

I hear you, as soon as you said rewriting history I felt I know the kinds of parents they are, but it is what it is ig