caspertheghost
Hopeless Optimist
- Feb 10, 2026
- 1
I genuinely dont know what to do anymore. My mom had left me and my dad alittle over half a year ago, she had cheated on him. 2 months ago she came back. I let my guard down, im so naive. Guess what? She left yesterday. Again. Im never gonna see her again and she is slowly killing herself due to Cocaine. Everything in this house reminds me of her and the memories that ill never have again. Im too poor for therapy, and i just dont know how im ever gonna be happy again.
I dont know what to do, i have people id leave behind if i killed myself, but I just dont feel happy anymore. My mom is gone. I just want my mom back. What did i do to deserve this. What did i do to deserve to be fooled twice. I just want my mom back.
I dont know what to do, i have people id leave behind if i killed myself, but I just dont feel happy anymore. My mom is gone. I just want my mom back. What did i do to deserve this. What did i do to deserve to be fooled twice. I just want my mom back.
