I honestly can't do much longer of this. It's been years and it's gotten to a point where I am so so desperate to ctb. I've been searching and I just can't find anywhere to get SN from, except for websites that require proof of a business. I can't risk buying something and police coming to my door because that will just make everything so much worse. I don't think I'm going to be able to do another week of this and I feel like I'm going to have to resort to a painful method that I really didn't want to do. Ending up braindead in hospital would be my absolute worst nightmare but I can't find SN and I have no other ways to getting it so this is the best I can do.
MidnightDream
Warlock
- Sep 5, 2022
- 733
Thank you so much. I don't really know what to post about though :/ I need it asap
Cryptonite
In the state of shock of what happened
- Apr 30, 2022
- 723
Maybe you can use mail forwarding from another country in Europe which has SN available. It has worked well for me.
MidnightDream
Warlock
- Sep 5, 2022
- 733
Comments count too, hang around the games section. It's not loads that you need.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,395
It's certainly so awful how the society that we exist in does everything to make suicide as difficult as possible for us, we really shouldn't have to suffer so much in finding ways to leave this cruel world. It also terrifies me the thought of failing an attempt and ending up with damage, that really does sound beyond hellish so I hope that you manage to find the freedom from your suffering that you so desperately wish for.
Thank you so much. I hope you can find peace too <3 It's so evil how we are forced to stay against our own will
Hi, Did you use mail forwarding to the uK?
May I DM you about this?
