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RevolutionaryRed
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- Apr 8, 2018
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I was really suicidal for about 3 years, 3 years of just nonstop depression, self hatred and harm . 2 months ago I attempted suicide, I failed(obvs)
Ever since then, I've been taking anti depressants. I think these pills changed me because the thought of me killing myself is there but it's super unattractive to me. But then again, my life is still complete shit.
Basically, I dont wanna kill myself, but then again , I dont wanna live
Anyone else feel the same ?
Ever since then, I've been taking anti depressants. I think these pills changed me because the thought of me killing myself is there but it's super unattractive to me. But then again, my life is still complete shit.
Basically, I dont wanna kill myself, but then again , I dont wanna live
Anyone else feel the same ?