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sadmummy32

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Jan 18, 2026
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I'm going to try to keep this short, but I've messed up everything in my life and I don't think there's any way forward.
I'm 33. I incurred almost 30k in student loan debt trying to earn a bachelors. I only ever got a transfer degree. I worked low paying jobs for 10 years and never even saved enough to move out of my parents home. I have a domestic violence conviction, a DUI conviction, no car, no license, I'm only sitting here typing this because my mother doesn't have the heart to kick me out on the street. I'll never find decent employment with my record professionally and legally. I spend all day every day trying to figure out what I can do to fight, but there's so many variables I can never solve.

I expect to be here until my mother dies and then I will die in the street or prison like a mad dog.
 
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