I don't know what I'm still doing here

[Midgardsorm]

I would simply write "Do what your heart desires." but I know that is exactly the problem. A confront between reasoning and love.

It would be reasonable to leave since you're not exactly on the verge of ctbing and actually have pretty good days ahead, so why come to a place where you can lose someone precious from day to night and subject yourself to a pain that you wanted to forget?

I understand the conflict, I also, cannot simply say what would be the best since I am not in your position.

But know this, should you decide to give yourself a time or leave for good, be sure that you were one of the most precious members of here, certainly for me. We met such incredible people over here but it's a place tied to something that we don't want to be close forever, especially if we are enjoying life.

We laughed and joked as we could and I will be always grateful for your very intelligent and humorous posts.

Be well, be healthy, be happy and live a good life, buddy. You deserve it.

 

[motel rooms]

Be well, be healthy, be happy and live a good life, buddy. You deserve it.

Thank you... I wish I could be mentally healthy, but at least I'm not alone & I can work. @OrcWitch disabled her account today. I just tried to do the same & it made me tear up.

 

[callme]

I think you're not being kind towards yourself. No matter what we say in disjointed talk, how much we theorize or philosophize, we all need our basic needs met and you seem to be doing very well on that. I don't know how you're doing at your job, but you've already shared enough epiphanies and relationship stuff about your partner.

Many will agree at least at the outset that you're probably the most healthy known member on here.

If you find it hard to quit, in the light of your previous attempt also, consider seeing it as bad. Just remember all the morons like me who would muddy the waters or say stupid things, all the people trying to make you feel bad and maybe you'll be convinced in more bad than good, it won't make things any easier, but after all, one can always serve as a bad example.

To me, you're somebody with a realistic outlook and enough life experience to know what to do. Only you know what you will do.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

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