thereisnomeaning
To live here is my nightmare
- Mar 15, 2023
- 54
TW: addiction, substance abuse disorder, trying to remain clean
I'm starting treatment this week for chemical dependency, and I know it'll take time to be ok or at least not that bad, but tonight is gonna be a rough one, lots of triggers and I'm all alone and I have a couple grams at home and I really don't wanna use it, I wanna talk to someone and then try and sleep
I've tried watching a show or something but I'm not keeping focus on stuff now, could anyone help me, just through tonight, just a small talk to get me distracted from it?
My DOC is coke and I'm trying really hard to reduce intake till I get clean
I've probably should've added a TW for addiction but I thought of it now, sorry if I've made you read something that triggers you, I really am
I'm starting treatment this week for chemical dependency, and I know it'll take time to be ok or at least not that bad, but tonight is gonna be a rough one, lots of triggers and I'm all alone and I have a couple grams at home and I really don't wanna use it, I wanna talk to someone and then try and sleep
I've tried watching a show or something but I'm not keeping focus on stuff now, could anyone help me, just through tonight, just a small talk to get me distracted from it?
My DOC is coke and I'm trying really hard to reduce intake till I get clean
I've probably should've added a TW for addiction but I thought of it now, sorry if I've made you read something that triggers you, I really am
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