i don’t know how i’m supposed to go on living

[M0nolith]

i have so many things i need to do..so many things i need to get done. I don't feel like i have the strength or will for any of it. how am i supposed to do all of these tasks when all i want to do is kill myself? i miss taking pills so that i wouldn't have to think about everything. god i can only find peace when i'm asleep.

 

[Couldydays]

i have so many things i need to do..so many things i need to get done. I don't feel like i have the strength or will for any of it. how am i supposed to do all of these tasks when all i want to do is kill myself? i miss taking pills so that i wouldn't have to think about everything. god i can only find peace when i'm asleep.

May I ask what things you want do？You are mentally ill ,don't push yourself too much.It's Ok not finishing them.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really tiring having to suffer like that, existing here certainly can be so torturous. But anyway best wishes, I get that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here when you just wish to be free from everything.

 

[M0nolith]

May I ask what things you want do？You are mentally ill ,don't push yourself too much.It's Ok not finishing them.

School is coming up, thinking about it fucking sucks. I have so many therapy appointments as well, and i'm just so tired of talking to people.

i have a "kid" to take care of and pets, along with myself. It can all be so tiring.