There are some nuances to that title. I can't clearly see what I really feel; there is some fear and some anger, I feel tired and defeated by the motions of the world and the weight of my own thoughts.
Is a life of solitude the best for me? I think so at least. I don't have the energy to deal with anything else that is not already in my life, there is nothing I can offer to someone else. I feel broken often times.
I know all of this and yet there are times where I long for intimacy, for the warmth of monotony and the daily routine.
I love the rain, but the rain is the only thing I've known for a time now. Well then, better get used to get soaked.
Is a life of solitude the best for me? I think so at least. I don't have the energy to deal with anything else that is not already in my life, there is nothing I can offer to someone else. I feel broken often times.
I know all of this and yet there are times where I long for intimacy, for the warmth of monotony and the daily routine.
I love the rain, but the rain is the only thing I've known for a time now. Well then, better get used to get soaked.
