I don’t have money or resources for the full attempt :(

[Aiyuxiao]

I'm chronically ill and disabled with chronic pain. I can't work so I don't have money for the full SN protocol (AE & benzos).

Despite my illness, I can't seem to get other parts of the method.
I've attempted to get meto before because I do get nausea from migraines, but doctors tell me that's not a good enough reason to be prescribed "medication for nausea".

I do have other things at home at my disposal:

- Lyrica 100 mg (Nerve pain)
- Baclofen 5 mg (muscle relaxer)
- Benadryl 25 mg (Relaxes me and supposedly helps with nausea)
- Tylenol 1000 mg (analgesic/pain reliever)

I think I'm going to use this as my method.
I've been told not to try and attempt unless I have the full protocol. But, idk I feel like I'm just gonna work with what I have access to tbh

I've done my research on this site, and there have been successful attempts of people without AEs and benzos.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

The "protocol" is only really needed to make the experience suck less. SN on its own, without anything else, is highly lethal.

 

[Freedomm]

I can't get these drugs either. I'll only have a painkiller and a Benadryl analogue, a less strong chloropyramine. But in high doses it caused drowsiness. I can only hope that I won't suffer too much:(

 

[Aiyuxiao]

The "protocol" is only really needed to make the experience suck less. SN on its own, without anything else, is highly lethal.

I understand :( through research, SN is highly lethal even with just 1 cup. But, just gotta make sure not to be found o:

I'm also still having a hard time finding a location as well :/

I can't get these drugs either. I'll only have a painkiller and a Benadryl analogue, a less strong chloropyramine. But in high doses it caused drowsiness. I can only hope that I won't suffer too much:(

I'm sorry you're in the same boat :( Yeah, that's what I hope as well. O: I just tell myself if there is some level of suffering, at least it's for just a little while and then it will be over o:

But, still, would just like to drift off into sleep or something :(

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered so much, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.