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Diminished
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- Oct 16, 2021
- 11
Since I got my SN last year I've been too scared to Ctb, but at the same time I want to die really badly. I'm really afraid of what's going to happen when I die. Will there be an afterlife. if so, will I receive karmic debt for ending my previous life. The idea of nothing after death is also scary to me as well, even though it doesn't make sense as a suicidal person. Also survival instinct is a pain in the ass. FFS!