aidenjoni
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- Aug 10, 2023
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I am 25m and for as long as I can remember I struggle with feelings of obsession, severe depression, body image issues, the whole package. I have trusted and tried time and time again to be better and it feels at this point that the universe itself doesn't want me to. I have such a long history with abuse and lies and it drives me insane. I feel like I can't beat my obsessions. I have never posted here or on any suicidal forum before, I thought I could make it if i kept trying. But after so long, I really am starting to see no purpose in this. I am in such intense and awful mental anguish daily. I really do wonder how much longer this can happen.
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