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scentoflavender

scentoflavender

sleepy
Mar 16, 2026
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im so tired. i want it to all be over. i want it to stop so bad. it feels like its just been a constant cycle of misery and pain for years on end at this point and it never ever EVER gets better, and any time it feels like it will it just goes straight back to misery again. im so tired please i just want it to stop
 
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randomuser2348

Vandemonian
Apr 2, 2026
56
im so tired. i want it to all be over. i want it to stop so bad. it feels like its just been a constant cycle of misery and pain for years on end at this point and it never ever EVER gets better, and any time it feels like it will it just goes straight back to misery again. im so tired please i just want it to stop
it's all the same every time, isn't it? it's the exact same cycle, just nicked and battered with every loop, only enough to offer a brief delusion of change within the moment.

anything in specific eating at you this time around?
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
679
im so tired. i want it to all be over. i want it to stop so bad. it feels like its just been a constant cycle of misery and pain for years on end at this point and it never ever EVER gets better, and any time it feels like it will it just goes straight back to misery again. im so tired please i just want it to stop
For me that feeling ends when all responsibilities of being a adult are stripped away from me and I'm just allowed to become a hermit pretty soon. I've experienced it within my youth before and it feels weird to experience it again but for the last time
 

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