anaokino_
internal wizard
- Oct 19, 2024
- 7
I feel like I don't deserve to be "depressed". I have trauma; in my opinion not severe but sometimes i think my body does think otherwise. (Trauma because my father emotionally "abused" me but never got physical or anything). Consequently i got a high functional depression. Some people had it way way worse than me. I mean right now i should be alright. I have almost everything. A roof over my head, a mother that supports me, good grades and despite the trauma i got a good memory. I could easily get a college degree and a high paying job but still my body and psyche acts like it's the end of the world. It feels like my body is betraying me and it's not allowed to do that. Right now i'm given all the chances but still i can't even handle the day to day life.
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