I dont deserve to be alive

[FireFox]

The pandemic has shown me I don't deserve life. I am not a hero NHS doctor or NHS nurse, i am not a scientist who found the vaccine or key worker . I am just nobody. I have no value to society. Everyone did amazing things in the pandemic and I did nothing cool.
I am single, unemployed, not the beautiful dream woman evey man wants, childless and I am just a lover.
I shouldn't even be alive. I don't know where I truly belong in the world.

 

[WornOutLife]

I think you're being too hard on yourself, dear.
You're a very nice person. I just know it.

Hope you can feel better soon.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[eternalmelancholy]

In the past I tried my best to climb the socioeconomic ladder only to fail over and over again. I look at my parents and grandparents. They were all poor and uneducated. It was foolish of me to think I would be any different.

Now all I do is just enough to pay for rent, food, and utilities. Better than spinning my wheels trying to get ahead when there is no real chance. Poor people really shouldn't have kids.

 

[death137]

I'm sorry. I also feel a nobody. But you shouldn't feel bad for being a childless. I wish no more beings were brought into this painful life. I think we all don't deserve to live because we don't deserve to be in pain. I'm not saying you should ctb. Suicide should be a personal decision but what I'm trying to say is that life bad and being dead is better than living even a so called "successful life".

 

[S like Siren]

In the past I tried my best to climb the socioeconomic ladder only to fail over and over again. I look at my parents and grandparents. They were all poor and uneducated. It was foolish of me to think I would be any different.

Now all I do is just enough to pay for rent, food, and utilities. Better than spinning my wheels trying to get ahead when there is no real chance. Poor people really shouldn't have kids.

you said well!!!i totally agree

 

[Pen>Sword]

Same here, bud. I'm a liability than an asset in the society. I want to get out of this hell as much as possible.

 

[BlankUser]

I feel like I don't deserve to live, but for different reasons.
Don't be so hard on yourself. Not everyone can be a hero, and just because you're not it doesn't mean that you don't deserve happiness. People put so much value on superficial things like jobs, status, wealth, looks... It's no surprise that we feel useless in this society when we don't have some of those things. I think what's more important is to be a good and kind person, to be the best version of yourself.

 

[insanedoomer]

The pandemic has shown me I don't deserve life. I am not a hero NHS doctor or NHS nurse, i am not a scientist who found the vaccine or key worker . I am just nobody. I have no value to society. Everyone did amazing things in the pandemic and I did nothing cool.
I am single, unemployed, not the beautiful dream woman evey man wants, childless and I am just a lover.
I shouldn't even be alive. I don't know where I truly belong in the world.

yeah same , i can feel you , i know how it feels to be worthless and to realise you are and how shame it brings

 

[Makko]

In the past I tried my best to climb the socioeconomic ladder only to fail over and over again. I look at my parents and grandparents. They were all poor and uneducated. It was foolish of me to think I would be any different.

Now all I do is just enough to pay for rent, food, and utilities. Better than spinning my wheels trying to get ahead when there is no real chance. Poor people really shouldn't have kids.

Snorlax is a rich people pokemon. A poor trainer would just feed him junk food, of course he'd be tired and depressed

 

[saltshaker]

I know the feeling, I am probably the most selfish person I know and yet my narcissism makes me okay with it. :)

One for me, and another one for me, and i'll just take a bit more, no I don't care that people work for this, and another one just in case i run out. You know what i'm just going to take all the free shit, and i will repay you with my horrible comments. Thank you society!

 

[FuneralCry]

I can relate to this. My existence is literally the most pointless thing ever. I have never felt like I was made for this life or felt like I had a place in it. I dread the future. I guess I often feel like that as I never asked to be alive in the first place. I wish you well, and I hope you can find some sort of relief.

 

[lovelyheartz]

Is being alive really a good thing?

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

If you ever made even *one* person feel better about life on earth for even a moment, or taught them something that made them better, you have made an impact. Even on this forum, if you shared something that comforted another person, or helped them feel understood or informed or not alone, you have made an impact. Please don't undersell yourself.