Venting i don’t deserve my life

[monotine]

i stumbled across this post of someone asking for donations for their kid who has cancer and how badly they're helping him stay alive. it just got me thinking that there's people out there with life threatening diseases who wants to live, while i'm here desperate to die.

it's unfair and makes me look ungrateful for what i have cause i don't have it as bad as others. but i can't help it. everyday i go to sleep and hope that i won't wake up in the morning. i hope i can just give my life to someone more deserving of it. i hope i can give my life to someone who could actually live it to the fullest.

 

[Carrot]

I'd love to give be euthanized and donate my organs. I don't enjoy living, but if somebody wants to, good for them.

That said I'm not a fan of ungrateful mentality. Be grateful that you have a 9 to 5 job, some people are homeless. At least you are not this or that. Somebody has it worse.