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I don't deserve joy

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Scooters_Tragedy

Scooters_Tragedy

I hate him so much.
May 7, 2026
30
My heart bleeds every fucking day. I'm gonna push all the silliness and joy out of my mind so I can suffer more. I'm gonna kill myself on June 15th so who cares, right? No one cares. No one ever cared. I'm a worthless, disgusting, useless, pathetic, desperate little bitch waiting to be put down. I cut myself a little bit ago and I cried a little aswell. I'm gonna starve myself until I'm skin and bones. I've attempted suicide 4 times this year. I hate my fucking life
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
681
it's kind of relieving not seeking joy anymore. i wish you peace
 
Burdenphilic

Burdenphilic

Member
Dec 29, 2025
11
Joy seems to come at the expense of some form of suffering in life, be it small or big, there's always a cost for it. I wish you well.
 
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