Venting I don't care about anything anymore

[WingsToTheSky]

I decided that I'm definitely going to attempt suicide. I lost the ability to care about anything. I lost my empathy towards those who may be affected by my decision, and the latter is just causing me more suffering.

The only thing I actually care about now is will I end up at a hospital and if I should attempt on this Friday or wait till the end of May.

The world around me seems eerie, gloomy and grey. The weather and never-starting Spring of this year is helping with that mood.

 

[Maya]

I guess the only reasons to wait are hope or something youre looking to do first. Id be nervous about a friday weekend attempt getting you found before youre done but honestly its hard to say.

 

[Saiyanprincess]

If you are sure you want to do it I wouldn't put it off. I wanted to do it in February but put it off and here I am still putting it off

 

[wanttodie]

me to sure i want to do it but looking for a good method

 

[Insomniac]

The world around me seems eerie, gloomy and grey.

same. at this point I'm practically only dark matter.