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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't belong in this hellish world that's filled with cruel and repulsive humans, I'm only meant for non-existence, only ceasing to exist can bring me peace. It's so terrible and tragic how the human species even evolved at all, it's beyond dreadful to have the ability to exist as a conscious being who is capable of suffering to the most extreme amounts, I wish I never existed more than anything, only never existing is perfection, it'd be better if existence is erased.

Very often this human species just makes me wish for death even more, I often see things even on here which just make me want to die even more and increase my disgust for humanity. So many humans just want to make others suffer way more which is just so disgusting, I know that I'm not meant to exist here, I'm not meant for the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human. Death truly is the only relief in an existence so undesirable, existence itself is the true problem to me, I really wish there's the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
99 percent of us don't belong.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,217
I don't belong in this hellish world either. No matter where I go I never fit in. Decades of isolation and being ostracized has made me despise humanity. I try to lock myself in my room and shut the world out most days
 
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ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I don't belong in this world either. The fact that I'm alive feels like a contradiction. I'm not meant to be a human... I never was
 
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