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bipolar22

bipolar22

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I believe in seeing living in tents. I believe in mother unable to fee their children. I see jobs taking your life to make rich people richer while turning them into compliant slaves. To make riche richer while unable to raise your own children by yourself your life and your family. To join the machine. Fuck god fuck rights. There is no such thing. Action matters
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telekon

telekon

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Feb 5, 2025
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what if I told you all of what you mentioned is because the powers that be are all satanic af behind closed doors. I mean at this point there's been so much effort to discredit the theory and as a society we're so far past saving that I don't even care to explain it, but there was a time when the internet was filled with very convincing evidence that the conspiracies are real, and that the world was sold.

don't hate God for what evil people and these demons be doing. the world was good once, trust me. I wholeheartedly believe it will be good again one day.
 
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bipolar22

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Over my head. Csnt follow
Domt tslk sblut god. We sint superstition villages. With me I mean I
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

:( precisely as ugly as Sidney Sweeney :(
Sep 19, 2023
2,237
what if I told you all of what you mentioned is because the powers that be are all satanic af behind closed doors. I mean at this point there's been so much effort to discredit the theory and as a society we're so far past saving that I don't even care to explain it, but there was a time when the internet was filled with very convincing evidence that the conspiracies are real, and that the world was sold.

don't hate God for what evil people and these demons be doing. the world was good once, trust me. I wholeheartedly believe it will be good again one day.
Well, depends on how you define God.

Is he all-powerful, all-knowing, and all-present? Then he created a world knowing that humans would behave precisely this way and make these things happen.

A god who is actually not all-powerful or all-knowing might be sympathetic to me as someone struggling and trying their best, but afaik all major religions say he knows everything and can do anything.

With you on the conspiracies being real and the world being past saving.
 
lastappleonearth

lastappleonearth

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Jun 11, 2026
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I believe in seeing living in tents. I believe in mother unable to fee their children. I see jobs taking your life to make rich people richer while turning them into compliant slaves. To make riche richer while unable to raise your own children by yourself your life and your family. To join the machine. Fuck god fuck rights. There is no such thing. Action matters
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I honestly wish I could believe in god, it'd prob make everything simpler
 
telekon

telekon

Mage
Feb 5, 2025
591
Well, depends on how you define God.

Is he all-powerful, all-knowing, and all-present? Then he created a world knowing that humans would behave precisely this way and make these things happen.

A god who is actually not all-powerful or all-knowing might be sympathetic to me as someone struggling and trying their best, but afaik all major religions say he knows everything and can do anything.

With you on the conspiracies being real and the world being past saving.
To simplify things, let's go with the Christian interpretation of God and satan. If you read the Bible closely you will learn that the 12 disciples, the 12 tribes of Israel i.e., the 144,000 are a representation of the 12 signs of the Zodiac. We as humans are all made of stardust and are living representations of our star systems. The time we are born and each hour of each day are very important and all of it holds magnetic energy that can influence our behaviour. Our relationships are highly affected by how our astrological components mesh together, so people will feel "chemistry" but that is the magnetic energy pulling them together or apart metaphysically.

Time is working on a sinusoidal wave, so there will be eras of good times and eras of hard times, and God knew this and that is the nature of life: duality. We are working through the Ages, so every ~2000 years will be a new age, and we are actually on the cusp of entering the Age of Aquarius. If we are looking at the classical ancient zodiac, then it begins with Sagittarius who is ruled by Jupiter (i.e., where we get interpretations of "God") and the final two ages are Aquarius and Capricorn, both of which are ruled by Saturn. The word "satan" actually comes from Saturn as the Persians started calling it "planet satan" and then it was brought into Christian teachings. So these final two ages, Aquarius and Capricorn are both considerably satanic ages and they will lead to the prophesied apocalypse as foretold in the Bible.

It sucks but all of what is created by God has meaning and purpose, and so if there must be destruction and evil, it is to preserve good or something like that. We can only accept the bad even if we don't fully understand it. And even if God is all-knowing, he is still sympathetic to someone struggling and trying their best because he knows that you could be struggling with the cards you were dealt in life. God created us in all shapes and sizes, all types of astrological makeup and nationalities, and all of this is to create beauty and diversity. But sometimes that diversity bites us in the ass depending on where we are born and in what time period. There is also guidance in what the Bible teaches, and it's up to us to take that guidance or not. I truly believe in what the Bible says even though I don't always follow its principles.

TLDR; God lives inside of you.
 
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derpyderpins

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To simplify things, let's go with the Christian interpretation of God and satan (who is also known as "the god of this world"). If you read the Bible closely you will learn that the 12 disciples, the 12 tribes of Israel i.e., the 144,000 are a representation of the 12 signs of the Zodiac. We as humans are all made of stardust and are living representations of our star systems. The time we are born and each hour of each day are very important and all of it holds magnetic energy that can influence our behaviour. Our relationships are highly affected by how our astrological components mesh together, so people will feel "chemistry" but that is the magnetic energy pulling them together or apart metaphysically.

Time is working on a sinusoidal wave, so there will be eras of good times and eras of hard times, and God knew this and that is the nature of life: duality. We are working through the Ages, so every ~2000 years will be a new age, and we are actually on the cusp of entering the Age of Aquarius. If we are looking at the classical ancient zodiac, then it begins with Sagittarius who is ruled by Jupiter (i.e., where we get interpretations of "God") and the final two ages are Aquarius and Capricorn, both of which are ruled by Saturn. The word "satan" actually comes from Saturn as the Persians started calling it "planet satan" and then it was brought into Christian teachings. So these final two ages, Aquarius and Capricorn are both considerably satanic ages and they will be they will lead to the prophesied apocalypse as told in the Bible.

It sucks but all of what is created by God has meaning and purpose, and so if there must be destruction and evil, it is to preserve good or something like that. We can only accept the bad even if we don't fully understand it. And even if God is all-knowing, he is still sympathetic to someone struggling and trying their best because he knows that you could be struggling with the cards you were dealt in life. God created us in all shapes and sizes, all types of astrological makeup and nationalities, and all of this is to create beauty and diversity. But sometimes that diversity bites us in the ass depending on where we are born and in what time period. That's why there are legions of angels that seek to help us and why we must pray and believe. There is also guidance in what the Bible teaches, and it's up to us to take that guidance or not. I truly believe in what the Bible says even though I don't always follow its principles.
If we're going Christian God then he either created or allows a system where messing up here (and in most denominations 'messing up' means not worshipping him or accepting him or believing in him, even if you're a good person) is met with infinite suffering / punishment. (My reading is that it's punishment, but people will try to say it's some vague self inflicted suffering but that doesn't change things imo: he still knows that's what awaits you.)

Infinite punishment for finite wrongdoings. I can't see that as an entity that is sympathetic to me.

Some people have to live through terrible times: can't see that God as being sympathetic to us. It's for some reason we can't comprehend? It all has meaning and purpose? Too bad God made us with such dumb dumb baby brains. That was his choice. If he wanted people capable of understanding him and his reasons, an all powerful God could make that happen. He wanted us dumb enough that we must accept the 'you're too dumb so be grateful and don't question it (without concluding God is good at the end of your questioning) or you're going to the eternal burning and teeth gnashing place.'

Forgive me for not being sold on it. And no matter how virtuously I live my life, the fact that I'm not sold on it means I'm going to hell. At least that's what most denominations think. The rules for this "decide your fate for eternity" aren't clear enough even for those sold on it to agree. (And they will all say it's super clear before concluding different things lol.). You'd think that making it super clear would be important. But that's my dumb baby human brain talking.
 
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ElfQueens

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It all has meaning and purpose? Too bad God made us with such dumb dumb baby brains. That was his choice. If he wanted people capable of understanding him and his reasons, an all powerful God could make that happen. He wanted us dumb enough that we must accept the 'you're too dumb so be grateful and don't question it (without concluding God is good at the end of your questioning) or you're going to the eternal burning and teeth gnashing place.'
This reminds us so much of existentialist philosophy.

We don't believe a god exists, but if they do, then they have abandoned us and left us without instruction, thus existence precedes essence (cf. Sartre, De Beauvoir, etc.). God is dead, and it is we who have killed him (Nietzsche) (i.e., religion doesn't hold enough sway on society anymore to uh, fully define everyone's morality and raison d'etre). Ultimately, we're free to decide what to do, we can't assume some religion will solve those questions for us (and in the end, even a "leap of faith" a la Kierkegaard is still a decision). - Lira
 
telekon

telekon

Mage
Feb 5, 2025
591
If we're going Christian God then he either created or allows a system where messing up here (and in most denominations 'messing up' means not worshipping him or accepting him or believing in him, even if you're a good person) is met with infinite suffering / punishment. (My reading is that it's punishment, but people will try to say it's some vague self inflicted suffering but that doesn't change things imo: he still knows that's what awaits you.)

Infinite punishment for finite wrongdoings. I can't see that as an entity that is sympathetic to me.

Some people have to live through terrible times: can't see that God as being sympathetic to us. It's for some reason we can't comprehend? It all has meaning and purpose? Too bad God made us with such dumb dumb baby brains. That was his choice. If he wanted people capable of understanding him and his reasons, an all powerful God could make that happen. He wanted us dumb enough that we must accept the 'you're too dumb so be grateful and don't question it (without concluding God is good at the end of your questioning) or you're going to the eternal burning and teeth gnashing place.'

Forgive me for not being sold on it. And no matter how virtuously I live my life, the fact that I'm not sold on it means I'm going to hell. At least that's what most denominations think. The rules for this "decide your fate for eternity" aren't clear enough even for those sold on it to agree. (And they will all say it's super clear before concluding different things lol.). You'd think that making it super clear would be important. But that's my dumb baby human brain talking.
I do forgive you for not being sold on it. I am not even entirely sold on it otherwise I wouldn't be gooning like 24/7 and spending the better half of last year doing literal sorcery. I got a lot out of it, like the magic definitely took effect in 2024 and 2025 but then I slowed down my practice because I was losing money and had the worst year of my life in 2026. So I don't recommend sorcery, specifically hoodoo magic.

I am somewhat of a Gnostic christian so my interpretations are my own. I know for a fact that symptoms of heaven and hell are experienced on earth, but I also believe there is probably a hell and a heaven outside of earth too. For example, I've seen the weeping and gnashing of teeth in drug addicts on the street, and the burning, literally "inflammation." Humans will be so judgemental towards them and say things like those people suffering deserve it for their "evil deeds," which goes back to the idea that God lives within us.

The wrongdoings that warrant actual infinite punishment are probably slim to none, like they might be reserved for people who are literally doing everything possible to destroy the world. For example, Donald Trump is probably going to hell. Or whoever, but I really don't think it's worth it to ponder God's judgement, at least not anymore. Not in this "satanic age" where children are brought up in this new satanic world, and God forgives us because of that alone. But we don't know what life was like before this era, and I don't think it's worth it to "hate god" or have animosity towards God like I see so many people have. The Bible isn't evil. I wouldn't worry about an eternal judgement from a God that literally forgives rapists and murderers, you're probably fine. Just be the best person you can be. And if you do happen to just be a piece of shit or a serial killer then Amen. Your serial killing tendencies are seen in your astral chart so God knew you were probably gonna be fucked up the moment you were born. That's why I have a difficult time believing in some of what the Bible says, but I know the "lessons" in it are just sensible, on a purely practical level.

There is purposefully symbolic language written to invoke emotions on a sinusoidal wave if you read it. Like it will be so warm and fuzzy and then all of a sudden the most dire shit you will ever read, and then it will go right back to being warm and fuzzy, and then right back to being dire. And it's all entirely contradictory. Like me and my Christian friend went through it and noticed there were a LOT of contradictions in the Bible, and now knowing what I know about mystical practice, I think this is to invoke a feeling in the reader that is somewhat like Bipolar. It's almost like brainwashing, but I don't like to call it that. It's mystical.. It's spiritual and it's beautiful and I highly recommend falling for it because my years in what some might call "spiritual psychosis" were some of the most beautiful and vibrant in my life and I wouldn't trade them for the world.
 
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SuicidalCheese

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Aug 2, 2026
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Well, my friend, I don't know about God, but I can teel you that rights and such do exist. They are just kept from you by those bastards in power. The community is here to help you, with a lot of inner turmoils of yours, but what is externally imposed upon you, is something you have to find your way out of.
 
Suine Kurisu

Suine Kurisu

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Feb 25, 2023
19
both the ideas of rights and god are merely nothing more than self centred delusions our species created to give itself importance/value. we are nothing more than another iteration of the same chemical reactions that have been active for billions of years. humans just believe for whatever reason that they need to be the centre of everything and as such have rationalised themselves that way for millennia. "god" is the proverbial blanket of which we throw onto whatever we cannot see or understand to give it shape
 

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