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UnluckyBastard
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- Jun 26, 2024
- 81
I hate it here. I hate my pathetic fucking existence. These past four years have been hell. It's like the covid mindset never ended. Everyone is on edge still. People are getting more and more rude and cruel. Every job I've tried to hold for three past few years have been a fucking nightmare. It takes so much energy getting out of bed. I wanna die. I hate it here. I can't hold work, which means I don't have money, which means I'm fucked if my folks kick me out. I donate plasma and just give them money for the bills which shuts them up but that isn't gonna last for long. Eventually they're gonna try tired of me and give me an ultimatum: "Hold a job or leave". I'd be happy to fucking leave this shit hole town if I had the mental fortitude to hold a goddamn job. It's like a catch 22. I can't hold a job because of my mental health collapse, but I can't get out of here because I can't hold a job. Meds don't fucking work. They make me feel sick. I don't get to see my psychiatrist until weeks from now. I hate it here. I wanna die.